I feel

I Feel that I'm disintegrating.

I feel that the world is spinning past me while I feel tired and confused.

I feel the urge to shut down and give up on feeling emotions.

I feel dead.

I feel like I don't have a purpose.

I feel captive of these terrible, draining, agonizing feelings.

I feel like I'm sitting in a large white room with no thoughts or feelings.

I feel that nothing will ever change.

I feel raw and beaten down.

I feel like I'm failing God.